The Baby Nurse Left!

O dear god, the baby nurse left a few days ago and Chris and I are losing it. Our baby nurse did the night feedings (10:30 and 2:30am), washed Hayden, dressed him, changed his poopy diapers and prepared his bottles. Without her, Chris and I are exhausted, we feed Hayden late and we have, to be frank a dirty baby. I realized yesterday that we didn't change Hayden out of his pajamas until 6pm and he is breaking out in baby acne. We are falling apart!

The good news is that I can raise my little guy without anyone telling me how to do it. And my version of child care includes holding my son in my arms all day, soaking up all possible cuddle time.